Friday, October 30, 2009

Sawyer Jonus

This is Sawyer Jonus Frandsen :)

I never knew a love like this, until you came to me. That day i found out that you where growing in my belly, i never once thought of you as a mistake...but a surprise. I knew you where something special, and me an your daddy knew we had to figure out a plan for you...some people say that we're "giving him away", or "giving him up", but we're not. We're making a plan for him, we've chosen an AMAZING couple to be his parents. We know they will give him the world, give him everything we can't. Some tell me, "all a baby needs is love". No, that's not true...Yes, a baby needs love, And of course me an Jason love him with all our heart an soul...but we can't provide him with the things he needs, an the things we want to give him. Of course i wish things where different, but the truth is our little Sawyer didn't ask to be here, an this is the best we can do for him. I cherish every kick, punch, an roll he makes. And can't wait for the day that i hear that beautiful scream, as he comes into the world, to see his perfect little face, hold his fragile little body, an caress his little button nose :)...Saying good-bye to him is going to hurt...but we're putting our feelings aside, to give him the best life he can possibly have. The heart ache will eventually go away an things will get better, besides it's not good bye forever :) We are at peace with our decision




4 comments:

  1. We are honored to be with you in your journey. This is really just the beginning. I will always have a very special place in my heart for adoption and I know it is because of you and Jason. We could not have asked for better birth parents. You have changed our lives in more ways than you will ever know. We all took the road less traveled and that has made all the difference. We Love You : )

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  2. Lauren and Jason, you have made a dream come true for an amazing couple! Sawyer is already soo loved and we havent even met him yet! I know life has some special things in store for you two. You made a choice that was very hard and I pray you two will have peace knowing that Sawyer will be well taken care of.

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  3. Cyndy said...

    Hi you dont know me but my husband and i are friends of your fathers, you made a great choice and i back you all the way. i have a 7 month old baby boy and we both want another child. my doctor told me that i cant have anymore children. i want to thank you for opening my eyes and changing my point of view on adoption. in a few years when we decide that its the right time, we are going to adopt a beautiful baby girl and make are family complete. like i said, thank you for changing my point of view, because i used to have a aprrently bad view about this. we dont know you, but we love you very much. and again thank you very much!!!!! :)



    Your dad is the one who told us about the website and he wanted us to read it.




    Love,
    The Landers Family

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